Wednesday, December 15
CROSSING A BRIDGE
Always write down the days for the first time crossed a bridge, any bridge. Which opens today, newborn, has a special value for me. He raises his strange handwriting on the stage of my adolescence: stop in the middle of would, as a springboard for suicide trembling, I can watch the whole street was ("Jovellanos, 3" was his direction and so I called a poem) that for so many years was my true home and my country is the Public Library Avilés, and the pristine whiteness of the Niemeyer Center on a background of cranes, smokestacks and scattered remains of the old Ensidesa ... With so many comings and goings between yesterday and today, this new bridge I leave to another bridge.
is truly and steel and is only a symbol of that other bridge that I cross every day, "his fragile frame insecure moments / To see the water, deep, silent, waiting."
Thursday, December 16 POOR DEVILS
There are nights when one accepts any company, albeit of the devil. I leaned as he could in the bar when I was approached to invite me to another drink. Iban to close, we were the last customers. The waiter served us very bad wins. Soon we both tumbling to the street to another casino. Farfullábamos at once, without listening, happy with the company. Occasionally we stopped to give us a hug shaky. Although my companion, red, shorter than me, bizqueante and badly dressed, looked like a poor devil was really the devil himself. Sobered suddenly, as if until then had been pretending, pulled clothes from a gun and said, "I know you want to kill, but do not dare. I'm here to help. " Supported the barrel against my chest. Me too, I suddenly became sober. We were on the streets of the Moon, opposite the school. It was about four or five in the morning. Not a soul in the street, except that mine and heartless. "Hey," I said, I do not want to die yet. Points to another party. " With one hand pointed at me and the other fumbled through my pockets. I took his wallet, phone, keys. "In hell you will not need any of this." A lone figure appeared then at the top of the street. Tall, lanky, dressed in black, had a vague resemblance to Jean Cocteau. I seem to recognize. "Do not flatter yourself," said the robber, "is another devil." Luis Cruz-I thought it was him, came to our side to walk haltingly, without seeing, or pretending not to see us. My companion kept the gun, he handed me my things, and went after him. "It was a joke," he shouted and laughed. "But when you want to sell your soul to the devil, remember me." I also follow philharmonic my friend (if it was him). Anywhere, even hell, it seemed preferable to my house. But back to my house and my life. "Tomorrow I will not remember anything," she thought as she tried to put the key in the lock. I fell on the bed as if I had taken a blow. I woke up fully clothed and bad taste in mouth and remembering everything.
Saturday, December 18
'M JUST SO
I can figure out what I'm relying on others, I've won in the same way is incalculable.
Everyone of my life appeared in my dreams before in my life.
I can look to the ground from the highest tower, without fear or trembling, but I feel dizzy if I look up at the starry night sky.
When asked by one of my books always say the same thing: "I do not know what to say. I wrote, but I have not read. " Nothing
I like to look through the world from different eyes of mine.
Those poets were all so unusual that there was no way to distinguish them from each other.
annoys me that I give the prizes that I would refuse.
enemies of man are threefold: past, present and future.
Smart and little read, was like an underfed dog breed.
Sometimes happiness too uncomfortable as a suit too big.
"Your logic is always overwhelming, 'says a friend, and that you are alone: \u200b\u200bno one likes to be crushed."
Tuesday, December 21 CUSTOMS RECOVERED
too bad is something good. For reasons of force majeure, in recent months all my habits have been altered. What a feeling of happiness when I chance to retrieve some. Going through the Library of Campillín, for example, and then sit on the Rosal to browse the findings. My
Favorite bookseller told me he did not like too much to tell about my stay in Rome, but gives me a book with the continuation of that story: Rome Revolution and the English expedition to Italy in 1849 . He wrote Lt. Gen. Fernando Fernández de Córdova, Marquis de Mendigorría, who was in command of the English troops. They arrived in nine vessels, including one frigate was a beautiful name: Mozart. On landing at Gaeta, was immediately presented to Cardinal Antonelli. Which character: "She wore, with supreme elegance, purple robe with lace trimmings and delicious Flanders. Carried in the chest and in the ring large, pure diamond, and a colorful head cap Cardinals, whose bright color brought out the black hair and deep eyes of a pupil that reflected the depth of thought. Still young, slim, slender figure and pleasant, spoke French with purity greater expression giving the action of the arms and the same motion of hands, hugging her knees crossed with the elegance of the most aristocratic salons. " Those were the days of the Pope-King, so admirably reflected by Valle-Inclán in Spring Sonata . As novices seductive, Antonelli could have been a good rival the Marquis de Bradomin. But he preferred to seduce Overall, bankers and politicians of various conditions.
many exact details in this chronicle of an adventure that happened to Narváez "one afternoon, walking through the deserted alleys of the Buen Retiro" and in the English-to let the French do not intervene in the crushing of the Roman republic, did nothing to follow Garibaldi in his move from one place to another until he embarked for America.
Wednesday, December 22
A Modest Proposal
I give my approval to the Baroque walkway that connects the historic center of Avilés with the voluptuous curves of Niemeyer, but not what they did with the old building of the Plaza del Pescado, on whose roof, as fallen from heaven, has landed the bridge.
I have painted all white, hiding the old doors, moldings and windows. Customers say they designed the bridge and the white anticipates Niemeyer, who will serve as a place of acceptance. Fortunately, the architect, its 103 years, is cured of ghosts because if not bring her hands to her head to see who intend to compare their crisp, caressing curves with a whitewashed mansion, and just because both are white.
"No reasons have attended," I said Ramon Rodriguez that is who else should the new image-Aviles, "including propellers have been removed to Saint-Nazaire not to damage the image you have stripped the place."
"I guess that aspect of whitewashed shed is temporary," I said to Roman, the councilman of Culture. "Just missing the goal architect in the house and tell the owners how to paint the rooms. Here are the avilesino owners and they must decide whether the building is left behind as they have to treat and mistreat, returns to its original appearance (in keeping with other buildings of the square), or is subjected a colorful and bold intervention that rhymes with the bridge of San Sebastian, a splendid rainbow of new Avilés. You only have to prepare computer graphics the other two possibilities, show them to the public, and citizens to vote. They can do over January and March, when it opens the Niemeyer, and the plinth of the rarest in the world would bridge as it should be. "
Friday, December 24
a Christmas present I've never known
distinguish between literature and life, between reality and dreams. I think I've told the story, but not behind it. An editor friend gave me the first book of a young poet. I flipped through and did not interest me much. Then the author appeared at the gathering and how little I talked to him all I remember is that I repeated my usual joke: do not write, you're calling. They spent a few weeks. Thought no more about the subject. And one night I had a dream. Some women were washing clothes in the river (as did the women in my village when I was a kid) and suddenly comes floating on the water a basket in which a baby cries. The younger woman picked him up, then I offered it to me. I left him on the floor and ran to the nearby forest, the baby had become a teenager. When I woke up I wrote sleep (since I always do, at fourteen or fifteen years, I read Freud) and that morning it occurred to me to ask José Ángel Gayol the direction of the young poet to tell you your book.
Since then I have talked a lot with Cristian, I've been slowly finding out its history and the Christian community which has grown, the people of God. He also, like Moses, was abandoned as a child, too, like Moses, he felt called to great things. He tells me stories of his childhood, and all of them are ancient and biblical flavor.
on Monday presented his first book, that I disdained and now see it as something more than a book: as part a story that writes straight with crooked lines. And I never know if I read, live or sleep.